Inner Peace

There will be always some people who’ll judge you for your status/class/power/money. If you travel the world and the people who belittled you earlier in the past, are all gonna say ‘wow what an achievement!’. Some who never talked will talk, some who always rolled their eyes whenever you passed them will know there’s no point to do that anymore cuz you’re out of their reach. So they’ll start showing their admiration finally.

But you never were concerned cuz you conquered what you always wanted. You knew yourself when everyone was doubting, when no one was there to stand beside you.

Also no matter what new situation you are in you’ll still find people who wants prove or some sort of confirmation that whether you have the audacity to blend in with them, or whether you’re equal. This equal fact depends on status, money, power and showing off materialistic stuffs. The more you brag, the more you get accepted by the so called society. That society which never stops judging or just chasing the mirage.

Funny fact is these people from the society never actually felt the ease of peacefulness. They don’t even realize they’re living a lie for so long that they’ve engraved it in their hearts all by themselves.

So today might not be your day, but stay content about your situation and keep working with dedication. No matter what you’ll find true peace and gradually will realize true happiness can’t ever be compromised with all those glittery achievements that society wanted you to achieve in order to give you a seat at their table.

Just go along with your honesty, stay humble, true to yourself and gradually some day/one day all those people would want an rsvp to join your table. But that day it won’t matter to you cuz you’ve grown to a person where you’ll have more important things to think about, to make this world a little bit better you’ll treasure that inner peace & keep on working…

© AlvnaK

Cape Jasmines Only

There was no wishlist,
Boring lectures were all gloomy without any twist.

Was waiting for a miracle as days were passing;
Nothing seemed special only numbers were adding to the monotonous aging.

One fine evening, a blissful wind blew me off the track, while passing closely…
Dragged me out of my misery and brightened mornings with cape jasmines only.

© AlvnaK

YOU

The way you loved yourself so biasedly
Wish I could do that to myself a little too…

Having an innocent face, you planned your way in like a sly fox without giving any invitation,
Wish I had a little bit of psychic intuition to predict your cruel intention…

Psychologically situations were drenching me, depression was only around;
Thought you were my true friend, battling in the same ground.

Who knew you were the one, who cunningly laid out blades, identical to grasses…
How did you forget all those kind sacrifices and emotional embraces?!

You tried to convince me that I’m the messed up one, efforts of mine was never good enough according to your observance;
Breaking me was your ultimate goal just to succeed on your mission of dominance.

Wasn’t a fool so you proved your determination in the toughest way possible, in the beginning of our riddle;
Gradually earned my trust only to crush me in the middle?!
Still remember your speech on being ’real’,
Used to admire how authentic you were and ideal!

Alas!

Yes, for you, you succeeded on your ill will!
But wait, that won’t last long….
Yes, go and give yourself a pat on the back, celebrate!
But wait, that didn’t last long….

Date Written: March 13 2020
© AlvnaK

Creativity’s Craving

If you’re a creative person worldly life will never satisfy you,
Only your creation and the perfection’s joy will tranquilize you.

The dimension from every aspect will challenge you,
And only you can rest it to peace through calming the cravings that’s in you.

The Mystery of Mind

© AlvnaK

Calamities over Catastrophes

Calamities over catastrophes
Tons after several,
Gradually breaking every bit of the broken bone…

Yes, the broken bone,
It’s been a while didn’t nourish what went through.
Probably ancient history didn’t like the temporary rust over it;
Although the first meeting wasn’t ever scheduled.

Is it a curse?!
What if that is what always inspired?
What if that is what always motivated?
What if that is what already trained and always strengthened?

Indeed, the survival history needed nourishment to face all the calamities and catastrophes.

Even though rough times took all the energy it presented enormous courage in return.
Even though it harmed some emotions temporarily, only to teach the importance of all the existing and blooming emotions.

With all the newly presented wound from nature, the broken bone has already calculated the amount of struggle,
Not to worry, as the actions of healing has already started cuz the same blissful nature prepared to rise up through all the trouble.

© AlvnaK

Tuileries Garden

This beautiful Ferris Wheel seemed close to the Museum de Louvre’s premises. Without giving a second thought started walking towards it. Gradually discovered was standing near to the Jardines de Tuileries (Tuileries Garden)!

There was a carnival going on. And their it was, the beautiful Ferris Wheel 🎡. Right away bought a ticket and got onto the Ferris wheel. Gradually when it went to the top and got to witness the most mesmerizing view of Paris and was literally swallowed by the beauty of the city of love.

Took €10 but presented a view of a lifetime! A city never been before but was fearless while roaming around all by myself.

Though pickpocketing might create an issue but being a little conscious about belongings would benefit a lot.

© AlvnaK