‘Comfortable’ Life

Didn’t want to choose that glittery ‘comfortable’ life.
Where, one will have to play either the obedient of dominance; or, by taking part on playing screwed up dramas to convince a point.

Yes;
To some, it might be great not to see it this way,
To some, its following the tradition,
To some, these are crappy feminist thoughts,
To some, putting a fake smile acting it’s all perfect is the right way,
To some, ‘what will people say’ is the only concern…

Honestly, some creatures never ever want to consider the idea that one day —

They’re gonna grow old, frail & a human from past decade that people someday will refer;
That all the materialistic stuffs, they flaunted about was never truly theirs in the first place.
The family, they thought were so nicely built are actually filled with vultures only to overtake the power.
Most of all, realizing this very life isn’t for, forever…

A good life is all about joy & sorrow,
Cumulatively about satisfactions & dissatisfactions.
Ain’t against having a blessed life either!

But firstly, achieving that good life through own capability demands courage,
That peace will never compensate with any other image.
Also not against of those whom are supportive partners, who wants to work as a team by elevating & comforting one another during thick & thin altogether.
Not even against the life that gradually flourishes into a glorious one;
Because, partners will have a mutual consent on decisions they’ve made together with honesty, freewill & peaceful discussion.

Even though it won’t be eternal as life is short,
But it’ll be worth living for.
A story not just to tell others,
But to reminisce as memories forever.

© AlvnaKarim

YOU

The way you loved yourself so biasedly
Wish I could do that to myself a little too…

Having an innocent face, you planned your way in like a sly fox without giving any invitation,
Wish I had a little bit of psychic intuition to predict your cruel intention…

Psychologically situations were drenching me, depression was only around;
Thought you were my true friend, battling in the same ground.

Who knew you were the one, who cunningly laid out blades, identical to grasses…
How did you forget all those kind sacrifices and emotional embraces?!

You tried to convince me that I’m the messed up one, efforts of mine was never good enough according to your observance;
Breaking me was your ultimate goal just to succeed on your mission of dominance.

Wasn’t a fool so you proved your determination in the toughest way possible, in the beginning of our riddle;
Gradually earned my trust only to crush me in the middle?!
Still remember your speech on being ’real’,
Used to admire how authentic you were and ideal!

Alas!

Yes, for you, you succeeded on your ill will!
But wait, that won’t last long….
Yes, go and give yourself a pat on the back, celebrate!
But wait, that didn’t last long….

Date Written: March 13 2020
© AlvnaKarim

Creativity’s Craving

If you’re a creative person worldly life will never satisfy you,
Only your creation and the perfection’s joy will tranquilize you.

The dimension from every aspect will challenge you,
And only you can rest it to peace through calming the cravings that’s in you.

The Mystery of Mind

© AlvnaKarim

Calamities over Catastrophes

Calamities over catastrophes
Tons after several, 
Gradually breaking every bit of the broken bone… 

Yes, the broken bone,
It’s been a while didn’t nourish what went through.
Probably ancient history didn’t like the temporary rust over it;
Although the first meeting wasn’t ever scheduled. 

Is it a curse?! 
What if that is what always inspired?
What if that is what always motivated?
What if that is what already trained and always strengthened? 

Indeed, the survival history needed nourishment to face all the calamities and catastrophes. 

Even though rough times took all the energy it presented enormous courage in return. 
Even though it harmed some emotions temporarily, only to teach the importance of all the existing and blooming emotions. 

With all the newly presented wound from nature, the broken bone has already calculated the amount of struggle,
Not to worry, as the actions of healing has already started cuz the same blissful nature prepared to rise up through all the trouble. 

© AlvnaKarim

Closure

The heart skips a beat whenever it feels like it is time for a closure, 
Probably it wants to delay the time of closure, as time passes by it prays that silently the thought or situation will fade away… 

So was the heart ever successful? 
Probably, probably not… 

But somewhere in the heart that thought still rumbles, 
Asks for a closure or might induce a little hope in the brain…
Although it knows someone close to the heart became stranger but it hopes that stranger someday might find it’s way…  

© AlvnaKarim

Gratitude might…

Life is mysterious.

Or probably growing up, updates the system and develops some weird(in a good way) qualities.

Now days, bad news or troubled times don’t make the tears to fall down from the cheeks. Mostly standing still, hearing or processing, searching for probable solution or how to cope with the day roams around through the mind; as no one has control over abrupt catastrophes!

Throughout life it is very important realizing that we’ll have to lower all kinds of expectations from another human being. Because higher expectations only will hurt in the end.

Also one more thing, now days, kindness touches me the most. Random act of kindness coming from random people, when somebody does something good for another without expecting anything in return. Sometimes just seeing someone doing random good acts clear the ugliness of the heart and sometimes that gratitude might make the eyes go all teary…

© AlvnaKarim