Inner Peace

There will be always some people who’ll judge you for your status/class/power/money. If you travel the world and the people who belittled you earlier in the past, are all gonna say ‘wow what an achievement!’. Some who never talked will talk, some who always rolled their eyes whenever you passed them will know there’s no point to do that anymore cuz you’re out of their reach. So they’ll start showing their admiration finally.

But you never were concerned cuz you conquered what you always wanted. You knew yourself when everyone was doubting, when no one was there to stand beside you.

Also no matter what new situation you are in you’ll still find people who wants prove or some sort of confirmation that whether you have the audacity to blend in with them, or whether you’re equal. This equal fact depends on status, money, power and showing off materialistic stuffs. The more you brag, the more you get accepted by the so called society. That society which never stops judging or just chasing the mirage.

Funny fact is these people from the society never actually felt the ease of peacefulness. They don’t even realize they’re living a lie for so long that they’ve engraved it in their hearts all by themselves.

So today might not be your day, but stay content about your situation and keep working with dedication. No matter what you’ll find true peace and gradually will realize true happiness can’t ever be compromised with all those glittery achievements that society wanted you to achieve in order to give you a seat at their table.

Just go along with your honesty, stay humble, true to yourself and gradually some day/one day all those people would want an rsvp to join your table. But that day it won’t matter to you cuz you’ve grown to a person where you’ll have more important things to think about, to make this world a little bit better you’ll treasure that inner peace & keep on working…

© AlvnaK

‘Comfortable’ Life

Didn’t want to choose that glittery ‘comfortable’ life.
Where, one will have to play either the obedient of dominance; or, by taking part on playing screwed up dramas to convince a point.

Yes;
To some, it might be great not to see it this way,
To some, its following the tradition,
To some, these are crappy feminist thoughts,
To some, putting a fake smile acting it’s all perfect is the right way,
To some, ‘what will people say’ is the only concern…

Honestly, some creatures never ever want to consider the idea that one day —

They’re gonna grow old, frail & a human from past decade that people someday will refer;
That all the materialistic stuffs, they flaunted about was never truly theirs in the first place.
The family, they thought were so nicely built are actually filled with vultures only to overtake the power.
Most of all, realizing this very life isn’t for, forever…

A good life is all about joy & sorrow,
Cumulatively about satisfactions & dissatisfactions.
Ain’t against having a blessed life either!

But firstly, achieving that good life through own capability demands courage,
That peace will never compensate with any other image.
Also not against of those whom are supportive partners, who wants to work as a team by elevating & comforting one another during thick & thin altogether.
Not even against the life that gradually flourishes into a glorious one;
Because, partners will have a mutual consent on decisions they’ve made together with honesty, freewill & peaceful discussion.

Even though it won’t be eternal as life is short,
But it’ll be worth living for.
A story not just to tell others,
But to reminisce as memories forever.

© AlvnaK

Gratitude might…

Life is mysterious.

Or probably growing up, updates the system and develops some weird(in a good way) qualities.

Now days, bad news or troubled times don’t make the tears to fall down from the cheeks. Mostly standing still, hearing or processing, searching for probable solution or how to cope with the day roams around through the mind; as no one has control over abrupt catastrophes!

Throughout life it is very important realizing that we’ll have to lower all kinds of expectations from another human being. Because higher expectations only will hurt in the end.

Also one more thing, now days, kindness touches me the most. Random act of kindness coming from random people, when somebody does something good for another without expecting anything in return. Sometimes just seeing someone doing random good acts clear the ugliness of the heart and sometimes that gratitude might make the eyes go all teary…

© AlvnaK

Abrupt Catastrophes

Flapping the wings,
Just like a baby eagle.
All alone…

As nature demanded, will have to acquire the skills of flying; without getting any time or a slight hint, even just moments before when everything was all calm.

Life build us up; as we grow, we learn gradually about life.

Though sometimes, some catastrophes that comes like a storm and the thunders demand us calmly to cope with the abrupt situation as if it couldn’t, shouldn’t or wouldn’t affect us psychologically!

From the outside it might look, we survived the storm courageously which probably we did but somewhere in the subconscious mind we still need to cry out loud about whatever shredded the heart.

Giving the world the attention and concentration it deserves, fulfilling all the responsibilities around is a great attitude and indeed appreciable. But in the meantime, it’s immensely necessary to understand the importance of self love and self care.

A happy heart can receive, serve and give more to the world. Know that this world is in need of good people. Stay humble, cheer up & spread happiness.

© AlvnaK

Glass Crystals

Beautiful colored glass crystals collected from random aquarium stores…Relaxes the mind,

Soothing colors calm heart palpitation,

When feeling like going out but chores won’t let that to happen, or the cravings to travel somewhere close to the sea, escaping chaos…

Bottling up feelings won’t give any peace, so finding peace and creating little moments of happiness around whatever is close, seeing more positive things than what normal eyes usually would…

Will gradually enhance energy, to look in the bright side and will work as self motivation whenever the sky seems grey.

© AlvnaK